Seek what is above..
Dear Heavenly Father,
I come to you today to seek what is above. I need you. Things seem to be falling apart, but I know you are in control. I know your timing is perfect and you have this journey all planned out for us. Greco is having his MRI at this very moment as I sit here in this waiting room feverishly typing out my prayer to you. I don't think I have ever written down my prayers. Dear Lord, Greco is yours. You have blessed us with over 5 years with this child, even when we were told he would not make it to 3. Thank you for all of the blessings you have bestowed upon our family. Greco is not well. You already know what is going on in his little head. I can only speculate from seeing some terrible signs of change in him. Lord, I know you want me to be at peace, but it is hard. I am seeking what is above. I am begging for a miracle to save my little boy. I want to be at peace and have joy in my heart. Only you can put it there. I am looking toward Heaven to focus my attention. None of us are promised tomorrow. But, Lord, Greco has so much to give this world with his testimony. I beg you to spare his life, please, Heavenly Father. If I could, I would gladly take his place. I would do it without question. Please Jesus, please take this tumor out of my baby's head. Heal him please, Lord. Sitting in this waiting room with all of these strangers watching me cry, I know that you don't want me to fear. Please bring peace to our family. Please Jesus, give us strength and draw us closer to you, dear Lord. I am seeking what is above. I am seeking you. I am seeking your arms around us as we go through this trial, this test of faith. I do not want to fail. I need you Jesus, I need you, please, please, take care of us and draw us closer to you. Please save my baby, please let Greco live. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen